What About Being?

Needing, wanting, searching, but what about being?

Blinded by dark photographs, feelings, and nightmares

The inner me being ripped apart by thoughts

That little voice saying “You’re kidding yourself”

Constant, unending thoughts

Thoughts, thoughts, thoughts!

What about being?

 Not searching, wanting, needing

Why so much noise, where is peace without danger?

Controlling causes chaos

How do I surrender?

Do I throw my hands up, or lay flat?

Finding answers in question form

Walking in circles, muttering nonsense

Don’t let me go back to where I was

Where despair awaits me

The light is so close

Oh so close.

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